Before the Train
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Bible Silver Corner
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Big Things, Small Things
up on the hill stands a house and that's where the swans live he always told me they were the purest of birds
But things are a little different now
Time took my best friend best friend, took him away on to South bend
let it go let it go talk to me, arrange me change me, change me
I guess you could say that um that he did it to himself
he kept running from the ones who kept him running gone for a new chemical the ones that take care of you call them mistaken and misfortunate and please forget about them
all the big things would change all the small things would change
i didn't mean to
i didn't mean to!
even if I, little age
Darjeeling
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The Everyday World of Bodies
the rain had a sound it's blinded everything coming
down coming down the rain had a sound it flattened its face on the windowpane and I thought we were safe so safe my soul sank down down in the bed your hair spread out on the pillow in the black fan I buried my face I traded you (?) I traded you
let's be quiet a while pull down the shades take off your
jeans lay on the bed please it's easy
it's easy you don't have to do anything i'll get a towel close your eyes this is my sound this is your sound open your mouth please cover your eyes cover your body you can trust it you can trust it put away your money under your shirt you can trust it jesus you don't have to do anything you can trust it this is your sound
the train had a sound on the edge of town moving around it never rusts it never sleeps it's rusted it's rusted incoming everything changes
everything changes
outside it's loud it rattles the windows bus shakes the bed the clock's unwound stripped stripped down. darker in here darker cover your ears I give you my hands cover my body you don't have to say anything you don't have to make this anything I'm nothing I'm poison everything changes. I'm nothing. just make the sound pray for something better everything changes. pray for something better. everything changes I'll give you my hands I'll cover my body I'll give you my poison I'll open my body for you to
come on come on come when you fly you'll fall into me you'll
fall into me you'll fall into me you'll fall
open uncovered too drowned to speak too ? to see do you see it do you hear it it's likeness this is your sound this is my shame on our knees you were lying you were lying we were lying against the door under the lights ??? you were lying on the bathroom floor you were sick. so sick.
sick so sick so sick so sick
the bodies sleeping somewhere mouths upturned into the air turning over another
page each night we wait wait for something better wait for something better wait for something better wait for something better to... come on come on come when you fly you'll fall into me you'll fall into me you'll fall into me you'll fall
??? everything everything you're on everything ??? the window is open the bed is empty the drawer is half open the clock's unwound we make the sound we make the sound we make the sound of air hear it escaping something everything everything's undone your shirt my body is undone everything everything changes bus shakes the bed the shakes make the sound through the crack in the door through the holes in the floor shakes make the sound bus shakes the bed through the hole in the floor to the crack in the door the shutters are down the light is a threat with every breath you take we're safe and I'm undone and I'm undone
I will be there. I swear.
Exoskeleton
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Gauge
set me down to sleep my body follows without a peep eyes grow heavy, closed and numb pushing away the dreams to come of kangaroos, that jump so high I take my hands and I fly
beneath seas with waves, that sound of thunder let loose the whale, that pulled me under but with the whale, did come the shark which pulls me deeper, into the dark
tossing and turning I start to scream mama comes in says "it's just a dream" feeling bad, all night and day don't worry mother, everything is okay
she feeds me the stories that set me to sleep sedatives. sedatives
(aviary version:
white windows and you're poking those holes in your arm filling those holes in your arm)
when you come home will you remember everyone everyone
these stations are right where you want me ? drugs are gone for a new chemical words become fake vehicles gone away gone away I thought it would never end
everyone has gone away gone away
thinking your ace always falls in the right holes never again to be buried behind in a box of bad dreams got what you wanted and now that you've got it you think your hands can't be broken a cast made of silver silver
sedatives...
building in basements evidence of invisible things that make me feel a little better hiding in a safe little room nothing is wrong nothing is wrong nothing is wrong gauge
I thought it would never end
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Jungle Jim
i believe i touch the tree circles upon circles rising these are fingers the canary sings
you are not the one i crafted for myself just a broken toy i'll replace you, for some deity how I want you back
and your spirit around tonight share this one share this ....? I see you leaving a spot for me
you are not the one i crafted for myself best a broken toy .? .. tooth and hip .. on my lips slip ..? slip into smiles NOW THERE'S NOTHING LEFT
a dream of circumstance I stay I said to him why did you try?
he said we would climb the child knowing too much we said listen we said listen
i thought i was strong remember gravity swallowed me the cracks in the playground dreaming hands makes no sound we lie dream(ing) again
? ? couldn't see you a dirty little demon squeezing me out come outside
-break-
? done with one touch ..
? ... with all you see
lying on my thighs no i didn't come TOUCH ME HONEYFINGERS went inside you looked most tempting
you love me you love me you love me you love me but ....?... and hurt me! you love me you love me you love me you love me but you catch me after i've already hurt you love me you love me you love me but you catch me after i've already hit the ground i know you love me you love me you love ME but you catch me after i'm fallen and broken and you left me lying ..?.. you see
Milk and Melancholy
ahh.. (it's ..overrated?) living and searching on all thoughts establish regret, to conceal running the .. breaking from ? breaking from intern? packing the knives then (it's .. overrated? same line as above) facing identity loss titles where spoken or broken communication is gone
gone
but away from the nightmares 'cept everything seems so fucked up don't worry everything will be okay
why no! its devastated just a small hole to hold on to scarring a victim who scars himself ... and ...
stitches won't fix these souls
sinking a knife down pins him like staples hole after hole after hole thru the hole in the head in my hand
everything is falling down down, down, down down, down, down down, down, down
what can i do?
deliver the package but never accept in the y?? beside you forcing and breaking but living in prison and ??? let me go back to the space where i can't see the sky and can't touch the ground and i can't fall climbing the walls i'm climbing the walls
i was there
i'm not scared
... of the morning and hit the black water and your body pitched so high wanted to temple and when i go under i don't wanna leave i don't wanna go back to that place back to the place it's just a .. ? and i'm not going back
Sangre
lyrics to come
Shiner
after last night it's hard to shine after last night I'm surprised the day even came \
but it came and it came... A train of obscene images moving through the back hedge aching and thick with rust shown as soon as the sun comes up
it takes light to the paper it burns its head and throat spreading rash of arsenic magnolias and crushed coal a fire in its heart will not let it die it roars and fumes and cries all day shoot me out the sky pop pop down goes the enemy the shade came under the roses finally on our backs in the backyard attempting to breathe attempting to see attempting to feel anything pop pop down goes the enemy the rain that claimed the sky as it shined pulls the shutters down on light we sigh and sit and worship it
as it ends pop pop down goes the enemy
Tooth Fairy Retribution Manifesto
being a kid it's like nothingness
you don't move you get pushed
no mystery from which to steer wide eyes blind
...sometime ... me ??
the color of blood she left on the playground justice and a fist and paper sugary things like smiles in a handfull of teeth ripped apart
... you know it always terrified me ...clothing? kissing the pillow doing it on the... ... comes to .. to come down on you what its like to ..?shadows? edging,scraping at you fear, heckling moving around you I always feared the bloody ring the broken flesh the words without hearts the human bodies like a predator grace
and then it comes- huge - dragon's ring a dirty excuse for an angel .? straw & black feathers clacking across the floor like change cracked from the guts of the tooth fairy ...wings of birds ? ? broken flesh
it's fingerprint is sliding under the pillow lifts with its hands and extracts the gift to pocket a piece of skull and checks to see if the chest moves if i knock out every tooth of everyone who that tried to break my body and covered them up with a pillow at night for monsters to take then at dawn i'd be rich with pennies and the blood left behind
Tron
the nights i slept over at your house you'd to anything for me watch over me protect me watch me sleep
we'd sit in bed and read and read and read and spill tea on the sheets sometimes we'd read and run all night when i was five and you were alive all around the house and smoke and get behind
i dream i'm walking to where you lie your hair gone grey silver and raised off your face the shades remain unchanged i slowly went to the room and walked to the bed to check your pulse
if you were still alive and i'd spend the night i knew you'd never leave me never leave me behind
the smoke and the static and the light that came thru the shades was the same the shadow and the static and the light that came thru the shades was the same x2 more (variations on shadow/smoke/static/light)
the smoke and the static and the light that came thru shades was the same the smoke and the static and the lights and the shadows that came thru shades was the same (w/tara) was the same as your skin your mouth was open wide but there was nothing left inside the tv static rolled grey gone cold and alone
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